So much pain

Almost two weeks that I've been suffering from this disease. It’s really hard for me, to move, to walk, to do work because in just a simple move I can feel all the pain. I just need to lay down on my bed all the time to rest for my fast recovery. It was so boring. There’s a time when I feel really weak, hurts me a lot which I keep on crying because I cannot take the pain anymore. So we asked again the doctor how can we cure this? And she gave us some medicine to take. But it didn't work and my disease gets worst. So we asked other people, what else could we do. They suggest this and those. For a fast recovery and I hoped to get well soon, I followed all the treatment they suggest and some of those work. So I continued this treatment and I can see I’m getting better. After I had recovered, I felt great. It is wonderful to get back to school. Keep safe everyone. Take care, God bless :)

MUSIC LOVER

                  Music is my life, my inspiration to live. Some people say our life would be boring without music and I guess that’s right. Music makes us feel better especially for me. No matter how I feel, there is always a certain song that I can relate to because of the lyrics of the song that touches my heart. The feeling I get while listening to music, is unexplainable. Whenever I am depressed or sad, I just play music to my ears then it can already cheer me up or can make me feel happy.  I just love it. My favorite genre of music are the Pop, Hip Hop, E.D.M. because it can make me dance but sometimes the romantic one especially for Tagalog songs because you can really feel the emotion or feelings of a certain song. 

               Listening to music is my hobby it's like I’m always listening to music every second, every minute, every hour of a day. I heard so many songs, memorize so many lyrics, many beats that appeals my ears but there are some which are I love the most because it is appealing not only to my ear, but also in my heart, also I don’t like music because it’s catchy or popular but because I look deeper, the lyrics, the melody, the meaning. I really want to write a song because I think it can be the other way for them to understand me sometimes through relating my own experiences, thoughts, and feelings. It is really impossible to happen because I haven’t done anything like that, but I believe that keeping things short, honest, and with heart always convey the essence of passion towards such a topic which I can also dedicate it to my loved ones.  Music is my best friend and I’m really thankful for always being there. 

Life of a Fan girl

                To be honest with you, I’ am really a huge fan of Julie Anne San Jose “JAPS or Macho”. I started being a fan girl since my elementary years. In all honestly, the feeling was awesome. I really love her, everything about her. When I was starter, I was really obsess with her it’s like my whole gallery is full of her faces or her pictures and I was waiting for her all the time if she will be on television for her new shows, movies and I’m always updated to her twitter account. Also just seeing her face or hearing the voice of Julie Anne can instantly cheer me up and fill me with joy.

                But first, let me share when and where I first saw her.  I became a fan of Julie Anne since I watched her perform for Party Pilipinas “ Wazak: A Romeo & Juliet Musical/Rap play made for television and then she made a huge noise by her powerful performance in her cover for Nicki Minaj’s Super Bass which was uploaded at Youtube with 13 Million hits. After that, she had her first album which I already have, a movie which I watched for so many times, shows which I always up to and now her second album but sad to say, I don’t have yet. I always support her. I really admire her not because of her achievements but because of her good personalities and she’s very a gorgeous lady. But there is one thing that I get jealous about Julie that is she is really a talented person or a total performer because aside from signing, she can also play guitar, drums, violin and piano and also she can act. One of my dreams is to see and meet her personally. I hope it will happen someday.

                Being a fan girl made my life colorful. It made me gain new friends and new purpose in life. Every little thing that they do, whenever it was movies, songs, commercials or dramas became our life. For us fan girls, they are one of the source of our happiness. Whenever I am depressed, even a one-minute video of them doing nothing can make me feel happy already. Julie Anne somehow changed and became an important part of my life. Being a fan girl was never easy. Apart from the constant heartache that results from knowing you'll never be with them, fan girls have to face many challenges. One is that, we always fight for or we always defend our favorite artist just like for Julie whenever someone attacks her. Some may not understand us why we are like this. But I hope that society will try to look deeper to why we are like this.

                A fan girl does not only become a fan because of the beautiful and handsome faces of our favorite artist. We became fans because of the things that they did for us and how they changed our lives. So as you can see, being a fan girl has its ups and downs, but in the end, I couldn't be happier that I am one. But let me say this, I’ am not freaks or obsessive fans that they are saying. I just love everything about her and she inspires me a lot. 

New Year’s Resolution

                All of us do make these resolutions. Some of us prefer sharing their New Year resolutions while some of us keep it secret.  But for some they ask, what is the purpose of having a New Year’s Resolution? Well, New Year resolution is nothing but a guide for us, it will show us the right path or it will tell us the right place and some say this is a letter to our future. For me, my New Year’s resolutions are all my aspirations and wishes that I have for myself. So here are my 10 resolutions for this year:

  

1. Commit myself to get good or maybe better grades. I think of this way, grades are bridge. It will serve us to get into college.
2. I will concentrate more on a few things and excel in them. I’m willing to stick with something and make the most of it.
3. Know what the choices are when it comes in making decision. This way I can avoid regrets for the rest of my life. 
4. I want to try something new maybe sport or activity or maybe in cooking before leaving high school because I think this is a chance to start narrowing down my interests. They say that you’ll never know what you like or how good you are at something, until you try something.
5. To study harder and to do better for a great future in my college life.
6. To spend more time with my family or to manage my time with my family and friends. 
7. To have good health, free from disease or illness.
8. To gain weight and to do work out.
9. Banish the self-doubt. Doubting my abilities which only hold back from what I want to achieve. Just say no to these thoughts.   
10. To be more patient. If something bound to happen, it will happen in right time.

                   Those are my guidelines this year. I think I won’t be able to achieve it and accomplish all those resolutions but I will try my best. The most important thing is that I have given myself a chance and opportunity. It’s going to be a new year and a new start and I have to fill it with all positive energy as I can.

                Every year, we learn so many things, commit many mistakes and enjoy so many moments which some are good experiences and some are not but at the end of year, we start again planning for the New Year. New Year means new people, new chances, new happiness, new memories, new cliques and less drama. New Year is a great time to reflect on the changes we want to or need to make because we keep on judging everything in life with gain and loss rather than doing it for love, for the happiness that it could give you and the essence that it can spread in your life. Since you don’t do anything for your happiness and excitement you keep on having the monotonous life, there is no happiness and excitement in your life because you haven’t allowed it to come to your life. So you should let anything come and go for a change.  And lastly, you can do all those things you want to happen, the changes in your life. Because you had planned and scheduled for all those things and there are some who are ready to help you. But you don’t have to depend on others instead let yourself be able to help you now.

                                  HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :)))) <3



~ Late post. Sorry. But I did make this before New Year ;)

Highlights of My 2014

              There are so many great things that happened to my life this year. I almost lost count but there are some which is memorable or the highlights of my 2014. So I chose five happenings that top the most and made my 2014 even more beautiful.

              

                First, when I met these four girls (Ashiel, Agnes, Alezah & Lalaine) or should I say my Hugot Friends. I don’t have any idea that we will become this close and we can make this kind of friendship because we became this close just this year especially for Alezah. We were always together like “kung nasa yung isa nandun kami lahat” and one thing is for sure we will laugh non-stop. Sometimes we got out just to eat in any fast-food or to go “Ukay-Ukay”. I promise to them that I will be a good best friend, I will always be there whenever they need me, I will never stop to make them happy and special because they are really important to me and I will do anything just to make our relationship to become stronger. I really love my Hugot Friends and I will never forget all the memories we share. No one can separate us. High school Friends are forever.

              

                Second, when we bump into each other and I was like “Hi, Hello?”  Every time he tries to talk to me, I was like shock and shy (Wait! I cannot breath. Haha). It’s just amazing every time when were together, talking nonsense, do weird things. I’m really comfortable when I’m with him that’s why I’m happy (really happy). He’s the only guy who made me feel this special because of his sweet efforts. He is the one who fill my stomach with butterflies with just a smile, a stare or a simple touch. It is one of the best things that happened in my life when I met him. I will never forget the first time I saw him and the day he smiled at me.  It just weird, cause every time when I look at him everything goes fast forward. I don’t what does mean but… I really don’t know. But the feeling that I’m falling further enough makes me shiver but in a good way.

               

                Third, when I met my Becquerel Family. It was really a great experience even though some of them are my former classmates (III - Barium), the rest are my newest classmates and friends (Alezah, Aina, Pat, Kryssa, Phia, Irvin, Roland, Vincent, Carlo, Jov, Milo) and of course our adviser Mrs. Venus Lamadrid. I’ am so blessed that I have them and they became part of my life. One of my unforgettable moments with them is when we won first place in Jazz Chant competition. It just, the feeling was awesome. We we’re all happy when were together, we always help each other and we care about each other. But we only have 2 months remaining to enjoy ourselves together. No one can replace them. My day would not be complete without seeing them or to be with them. We are the solid friends with these meaningful friendships.

             

                Fourth, when I went in my dream school, the University of Santo Thomas. It happened last September 14, 2014 and it was unexpected. The University of Santo Thomas is really one of my dream schools and I really want it so badly. So when we’re in Manila, I was really excited when we get there. I’ am so amazed when we toured around the UST campus which I really had a great time even if it’s raining. Some of my favorite parts in the UST are the statue of the Tiger with the UST, the park behind the main building, the food court section and lastly, the church which it really beautiful, quiet. At the end of the day, it was a fun experience and I can say that I’ am the happiest person in the world. I hope that one day I would get a chance to study there.

             

                  And lastly, when I met these cute little girls (Glyzelle, Izza, Gwyneth & Reyanne). Glyzelle and Reyanne are grade 8 students and they are my beautiful “daughters”. We never get a chance to spend our time together but I wish we were able to do that someday because we only have short time here in high school. And I can say that they changed my life. On the other hand, Izza “Crush” and Gwyneth “Pamangkin” are grade 9 students. These two are my closest friends in lower years and I’m really happy when I’m with them, they are the sweetest of them all. And we love to chit-chat about crushes. I really love these four girls, they are my little princess, they made my life more colorful and I will never forget them because they became part of my life.